I know that feeling that nothing works! I've sent my H 2 texts this week and normally he responds. This week - Zilch! Anyone would think he's going dark on me, lol.
I'm glad you're listening to others on this forum. I don't think the first letter you wrote was from a man's perspective. It wasn't straight and to the point that you expect a man to be writing. There is too much emotion in there smile Have you been using that female hormone cream? lol.
Just trying to lighten the mood smile
I would have a look at that letter in love must be tough. Although I've not read it, it sounds spot on smile

H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!