Hanging on to the roller coaster

[CallaghanClown]

The emotional zombie returned today.....a day later than expected but she returned. I've been neither use nor ornament today. Took the kids to the cinema so I could hide my pain, but it didn't work. The kids can read me like a book.

I'll get through it. I have to. Just wish everything didn't seem so hard. I'm signing up to Al anon and OA Meetings this week. I'm not using food as a weapon yet but I know I will soon enough, or I already am but haven't realised it yet.