UR,

With your words in my head, I was able to get thru a bad night last night. I did cry, I masked it in physical pain I'm having with my tooth, but H knows.

If my world could be healed with his good intentions, I would be living heaven on earth. He is showing his care, and disappointment in his actions.

But, none of that helps me to much. It's nailing jello to the wall. He is not that guy right now, maybe never will be again.

Working on that hurt. She's is a big mountain to conquer.


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!