Yeah, it's such a good outlet. I think some of it has helped me process my grief and devastation and get in touch with my emotions. Music is an expression of emotion. I could belt out the Cake version of I Will Survive and really get it, or The Old Apartment - I never put my fist through a wall but I can really understand the feeling behind it. Last night we did Radiohead's Creep, and I have way too much self esteem to really feel that way, but I totally get the anger of rejection.
I wish I had learned guitar as a kid; it is so hard learning as a working mom. It's very embarrassing to the teenagers! Although I consider that an incentive, not a detraction.
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
