Intro - hoping for support/advice on DBing

[melissag]

Thanks, PM - yes, I should have been more clear. I am working through my emotions on my own, with IC, and talking to friends. It might seem like no big deal to not share them with H, but it's really pretty damn difficult, as he is my best friend and the one I want to talk to when something is wrong. Also, I feel that there is no room in our R right now for my needs or emotions, because right now I am focusing so much on him, and that is difficult. Those are the emotions I have been pushing down.

OK, that's true - if we had already decided to take the kids out of school, I suppose there is no reason to change that just because I am no longer going. I think it's just going to take me a little while to get over this - I am still feeling very annoyed/jealous about the fact that H and kids will go on our family trip (that I planned) without me. I am trying to have a good PMA about it but I think it is going to take some time.