Where am I at?

[Icecoldw]

Thanks fly you are 100% right! it's just that I'm so damn mad right now. I have done nothing but tried to provide for her and give her every thing I could and this is the thanks I get. I know I'm jumping to conclusions and over reacting but my gut is telling me something is going on. What did I do to be treated like this? I deserve to be treated better? It's almost like she's doing everything she thinks men do to women on me. I don't know if she will ever come out and tell me the truth but if she does and it's what I think, I don't know if I will ever be able to forgive. My friend told me to just to let it go and if she comes back to not ask, I think that's a bunch of crap because there's a big trust issue and the breaking of our wedding vows. If she thinks she doesn't have to tell me or me to ask questions to get it out in the open how do I know she won't do this again if we hit another rough patch in our life. If we get back together I don't want to live the rest of my life wondering if she going to pull this crap again.