Pud, thank you so much for this and for your kind words. And goof for you for wanting to look within and understand. It is how we learn and grow.
I did want to tell you that they used to call me B lady because my old user name started with a B. LOL!
And did you really picture me that way? How come?
When I met Nero and Rosa, they both did not picture me so little and they thought I was much older. Funny how we how these pictures in our head.
You know, I get what you are saying. I think I was just feeling as if I wasnt helping lately. So, when I reached out to someone, he told me that he had noticed a change in me from the past. And I felt I wanted to look at that.
We love your nice spirit, it's warm and gentle and soothes me at times to see how much you have been through and you came out of it so incredibly loving and generous. That's not to say you don't have a B side, but you use it when you need to and effectively, so not B at all, just straight to the point. We need those, I need those.
p.s. I read earlier where you were only 5 feet tall and I have to say that was exactly how I pictured you! Small and tiny but with HUGE spirit and energy.