BTW - I broke off the interaction I had began the other day with a woman I met.(total of a few hours on the phone, some texts and a 4 hr "date".) It was too much guilt in my heart to go outside the marriage, even if it's a mess and my W says she doesn't care and "expects me too"...I think she does care and I appreciate the responses here to get me thinking straight again.
I gotta think this can only be positive. I have entertained (in my head) the idea of what dating again would be like, but I am resolved that until I am no longer married, which would happen all by W's initiative and with no help from me, that will just be off limits for me.
Otherwise it's one foot in, one foot out. I do want affection in my life, as well as sexual companionship - but not with one foot in, one foot out.
_________________________ Me: 37 W: 37 M: 11 D:5 S:2 IDLYA, W removed rings, BD 07/13 EA/Fantasy (PA?) confirmed 12/13 W moved out 05/14
