Where am I at?

[Icecoldw]

Sandi thanks for the input, yes that is one of my flaws that I am trying to change. I take it that you did not see that I was able to retrieve the letter before see saw it, the envolope was still sealed.

What do you suggest i do, I was wanting to let her know some of the things I have realized over the past several months. I didn't know I was putting the ball in her court, just wanted to let her know that if she moved out that I wasn't going to shut the door on her,
letting her know that she could come back put she just couldn't come back and act like nothing happened. Or should I not say anything and let her go and then have her worry about coming back?

Now looking back, I guess that letter was a little self serving and controlling. I'm not quite ready to just let her walk out of my life. I was preparing myself for this spring not one week from now.