THINK LIKE HARE MOVE LIKE A TORTOISE

[Ambivalent]

Today I'm doing better.

I don't know if it the Zoloft, working out or just that I'm calming down. Could be all...wtfk's Ha ha, just thinking I'd never say that, but maybe I'll loosen up. I drink a little now, so WHYYYY not?

Either way, I welcome it.

I am comfortable in my skin today, I am not spinning.

I get to work today. Yay!

And I'm starting to feel, okay.

I'm thinking about what I want and who I am. Where do I see myself in the future, and what I lost about myself.

Right now I want to be alone, and I'm good with this.

It could change, but for today I'm good with it.

Feeling stronger and know I love my daughters and I'll always have that!

I worked hard as a mom , to create memories, loved, taught, modeled, disciplined and had fun. We can now be friends, I don't have to mommy anymore!

Next chapter begins here. Nice day, think I'll preserve some branches for a table arrangement.

I can make what ever I want, cook or not, listen to and watch whatever I desire.