There you do, Dawn.

You will get there.

You know, my xh has done some horrific things. And yet I still want so much for him to find happiness and for him to be ok.

I let it all go because it was holding me back, holding me down.

He was someone I loved my whole life, the father of my only child. So, how could I not want him to be whole?

Once you decide to let go of the hurt, a whole new chapter opens up.

Before you can do that, you have to figure out why it went so deep and how holding onto it served you.