True, I guess the real issue I have to deal with right now is the fact that next weekend she will be gone, that's when her son is leaving to live with his dad, and when she planned to move. It upsets me because it's right at the holiday season and she knows how much I like this time of year, I know she isn't even thinking about that. I am getting scared that when she's on her own that she will not miss me and that I might decide that I've had enough and decide to move on. Right now gal is going to very important because I have to make miss and want me. The nci and not texting her back right away is going to be Hugh. In some ways it feel like that is being childish and playing games.
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"You don't know how strong you are until strength Is all you have" Bob Marley
