I'm in full panic mode today. Woke at 4am in a panic. I'm going to sit still and calm down for a while. I've warned my family and close friends, just in case there is any merit in his delusions. I've got to say the hardest thing I'm battling through is the realisation that this isn't even his bottom. He has far to go and I'm already terrified. I know he needs to hit the bottom but I can't even imagine what that looks like. My previous estimation were where we are now, but I can see he's got a while on the roller coaster yet.

Pass the popcorn......


M32 H37
DD1 6 DD2 5
M6 T10
EA 31.08.13
Separated and H moved out 19.09.13
ILYBINILWY 23.09.13
OW 11.13