Ok well the cuckoo flew the nest big style. His ramblings turned into death threats (not against me) and I've had to call in his friend to take over. I never even imagined it would get this bad and I can tell he hasn't hit the bottom.

I won't lie I was very anxious when he was manic but calling in support and realising I can't help him felt good.

I'm not due to see him till Monday, but I plan to take things hour by hour. I hope I don't feel too emotionally drained tomorrow, that's when it usually hits me.

I do hope everyone else is having a calmer day than me.


M32 H37
DD1 6 DD2 5
M6 T10
EA 31.08.13
Separated and H moved out 19.09.13
ILYBINILWY 23.09.13
OW 11.13