I think that if she still is having the EA, which I dont believe she is at this time that we could still piece our M back together. The reason I say this is that she is deffinately noticing the changes I am making for myself which directly effect her. She is coming closer back to me at this time.
If she has ended the EA, I think this would be a very good sign that there is hope for our M. She is slowly seeing that the new me can give her what she has wanted all along. She does not need the attention from someone else if I'm there to give it to her. I have been very happy around her with subtle touches like a rub on the back for example. I have only started the touching since she said it was ok and she wanted me to.
No, I do not want my old M back and neither does she. It clearly did not work so who would want that back? I want a M where we are both on the same page, sit down and really talk everyday, hold hands, sit on the couch and cuddle. Just really enjoy eachother on all levels. I know we can be like that now that I have really had the chance to discover what I really want in my M that I was too blind,affraid, or w/e it was before.
Running late sorry could not go into more detail, off to the runway haha. I'll be in touch as soon as I can...
separated since 9/01/13 M-31 W-36 D-4 Move back home 12/26/13 3 months of tough times Finally in a happy M
