Californication...well, its about a male writer trying to have relationships with his daughter, ex-gf, and other women. My IC wanted me to watch to understand how to maintain interest in men (as to not lose myself as I have in my R) by observing the way the ex-gf is able to do this with the writer, its creative. It also gives me perspective into the male psyche.
Try and give it a whirl. Try to get past all the sex scenes and you may enjoy the comedy & one liners. David Duchovny ain't so bad to watch either...
GIve it a try... Let me know.
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M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
I'm trying , tomorrow I may just leave the keys to the SUV and be out when he comes. This way I don't have to fake anything, and save what sanity I have left. I need a bit of space, especially after the last texts about making money and bills.
Too much anxiety for me.
I'm thinking a small note...have a great hunt. That's it.
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay
Ambivalent, I'm glad to see that you are venting here and getting it all out. You will feel a bit better once all of that anger has been spent.
Nothing says you have to be Ms. Suzy Sunshine all of the time. If you don't feel up to seeing him, just leave the keys w/a simple note.
Do what is right for you at the moment. Take care of yourself. I'm very concerned about you.
BTW, please think about starting a new thread, i.e., you exceeded the 100 posting mark and this thread may be locked very soon.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
