Well, W made the call. Just for fun, I checked her cell records, and there was a call exactly when she said it was.
She called me after, and said, "I made the call. It's done, done, done. Now, come over and see me; you're allowed to be around me now!" That felt a little nonchalant to me, considering all that was said previously, but I'm working on being grateful for progress. I thanked her and asked her to be more specific about the call - she said she told OM she was very much in love with me, that she had hope in our marriage and wanted it restored, and that he was not to contact her in anyway. She told me if he texts her or calls her, she will not respond, and she will make sure I know it happened. I again thanked her. She said, "It is done. It is dead. I am so hopeful for us; although I know we have so much hard work to do." It was odd because she sounded so excited; I sort of expected her to be crying and woeful about it, and to tell me that she needed space and time to recover, etc. Maybe it will hit her later.
She told me about a dream she had: she was talking to some lady about feeling so torn between just being alone and being with me, but that she wanted so badly to be with me, and she wanted to be sure it was the right thing to do. The lady told her it was, but to take it slow, and that when we found out we were having a baby in June, it would all come together. I was cracking up - we're both "fixed", so if there's a baby coming along, it's the second immaculate conception.
I told her I have my kids tonight and work to do so I would come by for a minute on my way from the store. She answered the door and literally jumped on me hugging me; almost knocked me down. I'm trying to not be such an emotional swinger, but she was laughing and smiling, and making forts out of blankets with S5; I don't think I've seen her like that in probably since beginning of this year. I tucked the kids in, talked to her for a little bit, mostly about the new stuff at her work, and then I left.
As I walked out, she said, "Thank you for not giving up on me. I love you."
Sometimes, I wonder if my sitch makes ANY sense at all.
