I Believe it Cause I Feel It

[Whiterose]

Messaged H at 3:20 to let him know there was a box of stuff in the greenhouse when he picked up S tonight. I was at work which, in traffic, takes me 1/2 hour to get home.

I come driving down my main road and see a huge truck turning right into my alley and I think, no way!!!!, YUP, it's him and I turned left to go into the alley right behind him. He stopped in front of the car port and then pulled forward so I could get in. I parked and went and stood behind my van for a couple of seconds. He refused to look up from his phone. When he did he started to roll down the window (the passenger side is on my side) and before it's down I point to the greenhouse and say "you have a box of stuff". He looks at me and I walk to the other side of my van to get my stuff out. He never got out, S19 grabbed the box of stuff, they waited a few seconds minutes and drove away.

This was the first time we've made eye contact since mid June. I had put on some lipstick and taken my hair out of its pony tail before I left work so I didn't look too bad....I don't think.. He looks pale and like he's lost weight.

Did I do ok? Should I have not said anything??