So tried to discuss with W. W is content with the way things are. W is of the position that the feelings or if you want to call it lust, we had for each other when we met, can not be re-ignited to the way things where. That is in the past. That couples of our grow out of those feelings as time goes on in a relationship.
Not sure if that is because of the meds that she now takes for her issues with Bi-polar or not? Not sure if she no longer finds me desirable, she shut down when I asked. Not sure if she is holding back on her true feelings because she is afraid of going down the path that lead to the uncontrollable bi-polar sexual behavior with multiple meets prior to the A she had about a year and half ago... Just not sure...
It's like her subconscious is pushing me away, or maybe she is consciously pushing me away...
Frustrating, Depressing, and a lot of questions with no answers...
