Me 1 year on pt2.

[hotwheelsaust]

I have a letter that I would like feedback for: this letter was written to be sent in 5 weeks time when I leave the country town.
A couple of points before the letter:
* I wanted to repeat my actions before BD were wrong, but I have only had good intentions.
* I wanted to let her know my non contact for the last 6 months has been at her request.
* The being "happy and at peace" also was her words 6 months ago.
* I want to let her know that I won't be contacting her, but it doesn't mean I don't care. But this is her journey now and she will need to determine if she wants contact.
* Both my sons are adults, the W doesn't need to be contacted unless there was an emergency. She doesn't need to know how their birthdays went, or whether they did something special on the weekend etc.
* We will only see each other at a special event for the sons: Engagement or Wedding. I will not be attending any Christmas events (not that I would expect to be invited by her family). etc.

As I said, this is not being sent now, it actually may not even be sent. But the plan at this stage is in 5 weeks to send it, my last day of the internet. This is my way of closing the chapter when I leave here.

I am happy to read any good or bad responses to it, or any 2x4's if needed.

The letter:
Wife,
I have always wanted the best for you. Somewhere along our marriage it didn’t seem to come out that way.
For the last 6 months I have tried very hard to leave you alone, to allow you time to find peace and happiness in your own way.
Therefore, as a last selfish want from me: I want you to be happy and peaceful in whatever you have chosen or will do in your life. I also forgive you for making your choice to where you are now.
As I leave Emerald in the next few days, my way to help you achieve this is simple. I will not contact you again, under any circumstances or for any reason. Hopefully this will allow you some happiness and the peace that comes with it. I will always only have my best wishes for you.
My home will always welcome you with an open door and I will always answer if you ring. It will be up to you if you wish.
Please note, the internet will be disconnected tonight and this email may be the last time it is used. Therefore I will not be able to answer this email. Though no reply is necessary.
You will always be in my heart,
hotwheelsaust

That's it, my way of giving me peace as well.