I guess one upside to all of this is that I have found that I am stronger than I thought I was.
See, you've found something positive about your sitch already .
They say that you don't know how strong you are until you have to be.
A good list to make is the goals you're setting for yourself. A great boost to PMA is seeing how much you can get completed on that list - just remember to make the goals smaller as those are the easier ones to attain. An example would be like planing to lose maybe 5lbs by a set date, rather than every pound you need to lose by a later date for example.
Both 50 S14 M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)
ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012 H moved out - 27 Jun 2013 Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013 Closing the door and changing the locks