Quarter Life Crisis?

[flgurl84]

Good Morning All from Lovely SW FL! Still no posts showing up, thats OK. They will.

Had a great visit with MIL and her fiance. Told her that I think H (who I will not start referring to as Boo) is in MLC or rather life transition.
Yesterday I woke up mad, and stayed mad for awhile. What an immature brat Boo is. This is the life YOU chose. YOU built your house, YOU asked me to marry you and now you wanna be like oh J/K don't want this bye see ya later, but we can still be friends? EW Had very little empathy that morning.

I got on the Boards and found and awesome post, and now I need to go back and find it. Lots of stuff by Snodderly (job?) and I need to find it again.

The most important thing I read was that they are going through a harder time then we, the LBS. Typing it now, it doesn't seem so profound, but when I read it, I felt something. I understood the whole loving them like God loves us, despite our sins.

I still have some doubts, if and when he comes back. Will this happen again? And if it does, will I be prepared or will I have had enough?

I will post some background on Boo later, its a lot. I have touched a little on his childhood, which wasn't the best, but I would like to get it out, what I know. He is big time PA, angry hostile, holds grudges. The poor guy. I miss him.

I haven't seen him since Monday am. I did get a phone call last night that was pleasant and jokey. He was letting me know he wouldn't be home. Although that made me sad, I was happy he was letting me know his whereabouts and that he was safe. I tried 3xs to get off the phone and he kept fishing for ways to stay on, he told me things I already knew (he is doing some jobs for me at condos I manage) and then literally said Um Um ummmmumm, and I said OK I've gotta go, which he interrupted with his own OK gotta go, like he was embarrassed that he was trying to keep talking.

I want to practice tough love and boundaries. I practice what I want to say, but it always comes out nasty...guess I need to rehearse more.
Thats all for now!