I won't give up II

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Portia,

Sorry my night hawk friend, I missed your post. I'm having a sleepless night once again. So to answer your question, getting to bed earlier is hit and miss with me. Usually I can get there by midnight and most nights fall asleep but then wake up within a couple of hours wide awake. What's up with that? LOL

I like your suggestion about not accepting any dates at all. He will have to find someone else to entertain him while the ow is away. I've been playing it by ear with him up until now and sometimes accept and other times not. I have let him do the pursuing, calling and texting for quite awhile now. Contacting him only when there is a business related question and returning calls to him that require an answer.

Seeing the ow did make me laugh because of the ridiculous "costume/outfit" that she was wearing. Still not sure which it was but thinking back to before she became an issue in our marriage, she did dress in a very young way.

Is it possible that I'm detaching too much? I really don't care what they do as long as it doesn't effect my younger daughter. I still care about him and his well being and I haven't given up. Maybe I'm becoming numb to it all just as you have. That's how I feel today anyway.

I appreciate your thoughts and yes, I will do the right thing for me. I think that changes as time passes.