"more "open" , more accepting that life is fullll of odd & unaccountable , unexpected junk, we need to be able tyo flow with it- (i nevert thought i'd survibve this- no kidding - and look, 2+ years of "accepting" worst info i've ever learned and i'm not dead or nuts - i'd say a huge victory."
YOU ROCK.... THIS is exactly how I "think" we are supposed to survive through this and see it through to the other side of the mess. Here I was for the past 20 years *assuming* that I could count on my R. NEVER EVER thought it could happen to "meee". Used to laugh at others who were experiencing MLC. A friends hubby went throught it, I stayed clear from the sitch...afraid to catch it. Now, I'm so guilty of dismissing it and not fully understanding...until NOW. So yes! It IS AMAZING that we are not dead or nuts. I cannot believe it either that I am surviving this... and that I can catch myself pulling out of HIS MLC and not be willing to chase my h to chase his own tail!
~~ Cheers Nero ~~~
Magic!
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
