I was so glad that you posted on my thread and really glad to see your update. It is really good to hear you sounding so strong. I remember how tough those first few weeks after his move were for you.
You should definitely feel proud of yourself. We come here so bruised, battered and broken and lost. But we do begin to find ourselves again.
None of us know what the future will hold. My xSO is back in contact after months of NC. I never saw that coming.
As long as I am not buying into the drama I will probably let this play out. It sounds like your H has at least peaked your interest enough to leave the door cracked open, too.
There is nothing wrong with options.
Take care of you and do drop in with updates when you can. I know life gets busy. I don't get to post as much either but I have found this experience very cathartic for me. A little bit of stepping out of my protective shell which is something different for me.
