@adinva - of course it wasn't great - W spent 16-18 hours a day in bed, and I was a jerk. I just don't know if I have the mental or emotional capacity to answer at this point; partially because I need to spend more time working on me, and partially because I'm not a therapist.

I'm angry right now because W proved she is a liar, with her heartfelt promises about ending things tonight, and I stood up for her and believe in her, and I just don't want to think about her at the moment.