Thank you for responding, the answer I seek was just a response. I was starting to feel ignored...sorry had my pity party..now I am done.
I have definitely been on a roller coaster ride for some time and trying to read which direction it goes. I know I just need to keep staying dark for now and be patient.
Right now I am just living life as though it is over and trying to build a life an accept that we won't ever see each other again. I know right now this is what he wants because he knows it would hurt me. Thanks again
