So lost and hurt #3

[indigo1]

Quick breakdown of dinner with W and D tonight. W had just gotten her hair done before meeting us, told her it looked very nice. She of course thinks its not blonde enough, I just said I like it that color because it looks very natural. Just small talk during dinner, she asked if I was excited about my trip I responded yes and no without going into any detail.

D was being very antsy to get home so we were only there for 35 minutes tops. Walk back to our cars, W waits outside car for me to strap D in car seat. She gives me a big hug followed by a couple kisses on the lips. She asks me to text her tonight and tomorrow, I say ok have a good night. As I get to my car door she looks over and says I love you. I return ILY too and we headed our seperate ways.

Seemed like another great night to me for sure. She just has a different look in her eyes when we have been together these last two times. Oh and no alcohol tonight that could have been the only reason for her opening up to me. It's so hard fighting the urge to get excited over this, but I am staying as mentally cool with this as possible.