I'm glad someone enjoys my insanity without wanting to slap me! And thanks for the crossed fingers!
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To JPs point, now is a good time to see how you feel. Are you stepping out of that triangle or still being an active participant.
Right now, I don't feel in control at all, honestly. I am really trying hard, and I 100% believe W is sincere, but my fear is the first negative thing or argument, she'll backslide. However, there have probably been 5 times today where I started to type a text, and I just realized it could either wait, wasn't important, or was pressuring. I'm getting better!
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Good job Jon!
I think the earth just shifted on its axis, I've gotten two positive feedbacks from AS! I'm a slow learner I guess. I get what you're saying, and I think I addressed that desire to demand it when I want as a deficiency in me.
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One thing I've noticed about me: I haven't been texting W at all other than the couple of texts I reported. Normally I'd be trying to initiate some contact to kinda see what was going on, where things are, etc. I am curious, but I have work to do!
I've been getting tons of work done, getting ready for my big project that starts tomorrow, and just having a general good day. W said she would "take care of it" tonight, and call me when it was done, and I'm just sitting here thinking, "OK". If she doesn't call, and somehow says she can't do it, oh well. My boundary is set and I'm not going to sweat it.
And thanks for the crossed fingers!