I had to take a few sick days, because I would go to my computer, and just click on things. I remember one time driving and I had to pull over and scream and cry. I would go for two days and forget to eat until I would be shaking because I needed to eat something. I can't count how many times I've woken up at 4am, and would just lie there and pray until 7:00.
I consider myself a pretty strong fit person, and I was like Gumby. I FORCED myself to eat. I FORCED myself to go to bonfires with friends when all I wanted to do was sit on the couch. I FORCED myself into a healthy diet and exercise. Believe me it was sheer force of will.
PatientMan has it right:
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Whenever I'm sad I STOP being sad and start being AWESOME instead. True story.
