A lot of us have been there. *I've* been there. I felt so squished by the weight of it all, so much pressure from the weight of the gravity of my reality pushing down on me that I practically felt two dimensional. Minutes seem like hours. Hours seem like days. Days like weeks, and weeks like months.
I couldn't sleep and had no desire to eat. I would sit at work and stare at the computer monitor. I would go to class and not be able to focus. My mind was racing and the real world had slowed down, but even then I couldn't seem to process all the information and possibilities my brain was receiving/creating.
Just keep breathing and know that you won't always feel this way. It WILL get better. This, too, shall pass.
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.