Today was an anxious day, so I got busy, shopping and lunch with friends. When that didn't help I called my therapist. I'm now calmer and happier. H looks like he may start taking his D meds, which I'm over the moon at, because he's been going steadily down hill. He also called to tell me he was changing his visitation plans for tomorrow but I said I had plans and he backed down and is going to come as planned. He's talking about changing jobs again, which is something I think would be very beneficial for him mentally. But I'm not 100% sure he's being honest about this. Time will tell.
On a brighter note I signed up to a course to teach children with special needs. Something I never thought I would do and a world away from my corporate career, but very rewarding mentally and perfect for childcare.
Plus a much needed change.
M32 H37 DD1 6 DD2 5 M6 T10 EA 31.08.13 Separated and H moved out 19.09.13 ILYBINILWY 23.09.13 OW 11.13