I get what your saying, I wasn't very "as if" maybe only to his goodby. I was polite when he initiated conversation but I kept it simple, I didn't indulge in all the extra's that make a conversation fun.
It's just so hard for me to understand the longevity of it all. Sun. we went to meet my S26 new fiances parents and H was very present. That evening the grand-baby was over and H was indulging in that as well.
We live our lives around him and he ducks in and out. Over this time so much has changed and he holds on to the crises.
This is so hard and incomprehensible, I may just be going a little cuckoo myself.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
