Let me venture to ask if you are feeling in control at this stage, like your holding the ropes now and have the power?
I ask as I went through this and may still be to some degree.
It is a dangerous place to be and a good time to look deep inside yourself.
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy