So lost and hurt #3

[indigo1]

Obvious goal is to get my W back. To become the kind of man I should have been all these years whether or not it results in me being with her

To be a better father to my D. To skip golf and spend the day with her instead.

To not be so selfish and always do what I want to do. In other words put my families needs in front of mine for a change. In the past if I wanted to play golf but W had other ideas, I would act miserable all day. Real great H behavior there.

There are so many ways I went wrong. I want to become a better father and possibly H if I get the chance. I know I will be a better father, the other time will tell if I get that chance.

Oh, putting up some of my old posts really helped me see what you are talking about. I'm kinda busy right now. I'll really think about everything tonight and try to really give the answers you are trying to make me see tomorrow. Thanks