I Believe it Cause I Feel It

[Pudmuddle]

So funny you should mention the tear thing. I was like that last week. I even tried to think of sad thoughts(other than H stuff) just to see if I would tear up and I couldn't! Maybe exercise like heck to get those endorphins flowing?

It's so interesting how those days, births of our children, can be remembered so vividly, and now they are grown! Whoa, what happened! So don't wait for H, go relish the splendor that is YOU. Do something really positive for yourself today, ok? promise?

It does feel like a dream at times, I totally agree, I keep thinking I will wake up and it will be normal again. That's why it's hard in my sitch, because I have a nice mlc'er and it feels SO NORMAL at times, then makes me sad because it really isn't.

We will get through the holidays, we will survive. I'll be there with you in spirit.