Aa, no need for facebook or googling h, it only serves to remind us how much we hurt and hurt for them. I find myself almost doing this at times too, then I remember how awful I feel afterwards. No reason to put yourself in more of a downer!
Heather is right, he is cuckoo for cocoa puffs and NOT who you remember him to be. Leave him to his strange little world in the cuckoo clock...tick, tick, tick...
I hope you are doing ok today.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.