Thanks Aa. He did come home yes, was a shocker to me. I get on my own rollercoaster so it has been an up for a bit. Then last night I had thoughts roiling through my head all night so didn't sleep well. All thoughts about H, OW, our M, everything. Then I had a nice dream where he was kissing me and wanting to kiss me and ML. Nice as that was, it made me sad too! Sheesh.

Thanks ambiv, I've been keeping up on your sitch and I have to say your latest post are the exact thoughts I have about everything going on with my H too. Is it worth it? I hope you will be at peace soon with whatever direction you decide. I'm rooting for you.

Thanks mm. lol, it was nice wine, now I feel the need to stay home from work to take a mental day, need sleeeep LOL.

Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.