You arent crazy for thinking the way you do. It seems like a pretty normal response for LBS. What you will find is that you cant control how someone else feels. You can only control your actions. So just continue to be positive in your interactions and be patient (the hardest part).
Your H has to find his own way. Your focus now is to be the person you want to be.
me: 30 XW:28 tgthr:4 m:1 no kids BD: June 2013 D: Jan 2014
