Altho this has nothing to do with the subject heading, I didnt think it was worth starting a new thread, In a way I'm just putting it out there to make me feel a little better and if anyone fancies commenting, I'd welcome their view.
For anyone that has followed this subject, I haven't sent the email and haven't breathed a word to W about what I want to say. We are in regular contact and that is why I'm writing as I've noticed 'things' very small things but to a LBS the slightest thing is huge!
For a start, like I've mentioned I've had positive responses to picture messages of S4 when we've been out on our bikes and W has commented 'looks like fun, maybe next time I could tag along!' which maybe a tongue in cheek response with no intension but positive non the less.
I also noticed that W has started following me on twitter, I don't know what to make of this? I haven't spent a lot of time mind reading here but again a positive!
Last week was half term for the kids and months ago I asked if i could have S4 and D10 for this period which W agreed to with no problems. I made sure we had a great time, I took them to Peppa Pig World one day, Legoland the day after and Chessington World of Adventure for another 2 days after that! I dropped them of on Friday nite straight from CWOA as I had a fire course all day saturday and after that I'd planned to go out to watch Arsenal/Liverpool with friends which turned out to be a really good nite. Sunday evening I receive a text message from W asking how my course went and did I have a good evening watching the football etc! For me this is big because there is no mention of kids W is asking how my day and nite went which again is a real positive and if im honest gave me a real spring in my step for the rest of the evening. My responses were friendly and short and ended having a short text conversation.
I'd still like to tell my W how I feel and friends have said tell her as I've nothing to lose, if I don't get the right response move on at least i've tried but then do I really want to risk backsliding and getting her to confirm to herself she has done the right thing?
M - 37 W - 35 T - 11 M - 5.5 SD13 D10 S4 ILYBINILWY 15 Oct '12 Moved out 7 Dec 12 At present - Being the best dad i can be.
