Hey Ang, So sorry I haven't been around lately, I had to take a break from the boards for a while. i'm SO SORRY for your latest developments. D*MN that s*cks.
We all feel the immense pain for you, it s*cks.
The one thing I can say, in catching up on your posts, is that I've noticed your H is actually LOOKING INSIDE HIS OWN HEAD. Even though he is an angry, venomous, mantramp right now he recognizes that he is really messed up in his head. That is a positive believe it or not. Listen to the advice from cat, wonka and tsquared, they are good peeps and know their stuff.
I'm so sorry sweetie, I am crying for you. D*MN.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.