TTD180, that quote made me smile, thanks. Yeah why not while I am down, he might as well kick me too.

They are thoughts and ponderings, but even without the flatmate issue, they are still things that are in my head.

I suppose it is the lack of feedback (apart from flatmate), the lack of people who genarally want to know how I am doing, that causes this type of pain.

The being by yourself a lot is causing hardship. Yes, this will change once back in the city, in less than 6 weeks.

ME:51 W:46
M:25
S:22, S:20
Divorced 16/9/15
BD 10/12
W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12.
Dark since 6/13
I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.