@gabby - I don't know how much is TMI, but she said she hasn't been "satisfied" since the last time we ML back in early August. Believe me, she's probably getting significantly more from the appointments than I am; I'm a considerate guy, lol. Ok, moving on!!!

She also said that she has never stopped loving me, and that's part of the reason that the "fog" broke - the PA made her feel so disgusting and dead inside. (She didn't call it the fog, she just said her mind cleared)

I get what you're saying though. If she hadn't ended the PA on her own, dismissed the divorce on her own, started wearing rings, went "public" with us and even suggested I tell mutual friends she was in 100% and pray for us - I would probably be more skeptical. I don't know.