Where am I at?

[Icecoldw]

I don't understand why she is accelerating the time that she's moving out, she was going to stay until spring. She did tell me she did not want to prolong this anymore and give me a false since of security of her staying to work things out. To me, right before the holidays is not good timing and I don't know how that is going to affect our son. She said he probably will not notice that much, just know that he will be going over to grandmas on the weekend. I don't think so because last night she left before we (son and me) went to bed, and this morning when I was taking him to school, he noticed her car was here and he knew she was home.