Cool. Yeah, there's a lot in my life that just seemed to happen and for various reasons I didn't want to look too closely, just always wanted to make the best out of whatever I had.
I wanted to say something else too. It's nice to know that I got through the bomb and though it hurt, a lot, there was good to come out of it, and cliche as it is, it did make me stronger. Makes me think what was I afraid of before, emotionally? I think it's easier to take emotional chances now knowing that it's not going to kill me. Ironically, having been hurt and seeing it's not so bad makes it possible for me to have better relationships because I'm not afraid of getting hurt. It is really too bad that I didn't know this before, but I do believe things had to happen to me in a certain order to get where I am.
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
