Easy answer: I definitely desire to be a better father. I am very grateful that this garbage has allowed me to see the rewards of better relationships with my sons.
Tougher answer: Pretty sure I feel an obligation to save my marriage. I feel obligated because we have brought children in this world together. I feel that way because I respect the institution of family and I believe that people should honor their commitments. The whole knight in shining armor protecting my wife and kids. Worst part is that my actions over the last few years gave not echoed that.
Truth: I believe in standing because I am a strong man that wants to show my boys how to be a man that stands strong for something. I believe in fighting for what you believe in.
I love this woman. She is a wonderful woman that has perservered and given of herself to every one. She is beautiful and sexy. She has a giant heart that cares for so many people.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
