Thank you T, for sharing a very personal part of your life.
My husband hasn't expressed anger or resentment since May...so IF I confront, it will be a few months down the road. Hopefully, IF it is an affair...he'll not get emotionally attached.
I know he is not ready to end the marriage. Just recently stated this.
I know what I experienced the last few days was real.
I know his friend appreciated what I did, due to his comments in front of my H.
I know he is noticing .
What he does with this...I don't know ha!
I'm just sitting still and listening.
He'll contact me soon. Either to get the meat, or to hunt again.
I initiated last, so no more on my end. If he moves toward me again, I'll respond.
Sorry about the STD. That is a very big concern for me. Especially since I saw his Viagra.
I haven't had him initiate sex, probably won't. I would be placed in a very awkward position, since I haven't asked about the receipt yet. It could do a lot of damage. Hopefully, I can do it after the holidays and then deal with the damage...I still am AMBIVALENT about that one. (;}
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay