How can I find a way to deal with wanting to reach out and touch her? I crave her touch, her warmth.
As I mentioned earlier, I fear that I don't know how long I can go without the touch of another person. I know what that makes me feel like. In general human beings desire closeness and physical intimacy. I am definitely one of those humans.
Any words of wisdom or nuggets for me in that area?
These are.....YOUR wants.....right ???
Just so I know....
This is in your own head, that you NEED another person to fulfill your needs. Is it nice ???
Sure
Is it a NEED ????
I would say it isn't..
It is a craving, just like your kid's Halloween candy is.
Just on a bigger level....
The craving is fueled from your guilt, over the things that you could have done better with over the years.
You can tell me that it is Human desire, or whatever. That is just an excuse. You lived your first 10-15 years without it, It CAN be done....
Yes ???
If you believe that you can be different, then you can be different....
IF you can't ???
Sit on your hand until it falls asleep, then it feels like it is someone else.... ( I would do a little smiley face or a wink emoticon, I just don't want you to get the wrong idea )
