heyhi-

i hate this stinkin "process". i hate the stupidity and blindness and selfishness of it all- the total insanity. i hate the uncertainty and powerlessness 0-

i hate being alllllll understanding and dbing til our eyes bleed. ta da ! what a little flower of hope i am today - huh???

it's so sad bad 0- i wish i had more wisdom & peace about it all.

oh well huh? good luck dearie- hope you're not too down (like this is gonha help huh? my stinkin spew -

hope your day is okay - i earnestly hope that you and i and everyone here - or some of us at least - begin in some way to feel happy and experience "fun" again and just get off this particular bus. since it's apparently not going to just kill us outright any minute (so far anyway) i wish it would just f'ing recede and go off into the stinking sunset 0- the emotion turmoil and leave us be.

ta da--chilly & dispirited

xxoo (( )) thank you- drive thru please....