Pretty good weekend with friends. Had a few momemts where W crossed my mind, but strangely they were positive or wishful thoughts. They were actually thoughts confirming the new pattern of NC on weekends. But the strange thought that came along with it was that part of me wishes the NC would continue. I don't really want to hear from W this week. I feel more detached from the roller coaster and I don't really want to jump back in after a good week.
me: 30 XW:28 tgthr:4 m:1 no kids BD: June 2013 D: Jan 2014